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today hasnt been a very good day for me. lol well, not in bad things happen aspect, but instead i just didnt feel good today. felt damn moody, like the 'i dont feel like talking feeling' worst part, i chose a full suit of black clothes. had band in the morning. wasnt too bad improved damn alot compared to previous practices, made me rather happy. the only happy thing,

after band went bugis with joey nana hf and gwen, but only i had change from an all black suit to half black cuz it wwas so hot and i was wearing blouse, also at the asme time it was affecting my mmooo.d so i changed into a happier colour, lol orangy pinkish, lol. made me feel a little better . so went bugis. had lunch at swensons. damn fulfilling but sinful lunch cuz we had a giant earthwauke and we could hardly finish it, cuz we had our own portions of food before that, lol

intended to get into street after which, but joey left first, so we send her off and went to the street, was damn crowded, fiona and hf bought boyfriend shirts, lo. i bought a pair of shoes. i wanted badly another pair but they didnt had my size anymore, i was damn devastated. so it killed my day, lol. after that, follwed fiona and hf to buy white blouse,

i am so irritated with the bands uniform it killing me la, i have none of the clothes that needed to be worn on concert day, and i cant find any working pants that suit me, it all looks like kanna sai on me, so in the end i didnt buy any, i am damn sad, if this goes on i doubt i will be attending the concert, cuz i dont wanna stress over such a small matter.

i need to lose 30 kg, i wanna be anorexic

i am gonna find a model so i can look up to her, that way it helps me slim down faster. gyming next week is defintely a must i must lose at least some weight before schoool starts.

boring! i am so damn bored, i have nth to do! probably thats a punishment for playing the entire day yesterday so i am banished form enjoying myself for today, lol

i am going k tml with usuals and a few more others . lol not too sure though. tml i shall see them then i shall report tml if i have the ability to blog lol

so probably since i have nth much to say today, i shall talk about the thing i have missed most during these few moths. lol maybe not months and months
but at least i shall say at least 2 to 3 months. lol

i haven seen him for a long long time. ive started to miss him ever since 123456789 million yrs. lol ok i am joking i wasnt even born. lol. seeing macdonalds makes me yern to see him badly. lol. see the connections of whyi am so depressed, cuzz macdonalds is everywhere every where u go u see macdonalds. i am so eager to pull down macdonalds lol. so i wont think of seeing him. lol ive complained nearly everyday to fiona or maybe i shall say whenever i see her. that i want tosee him today hahha. but i can slowly dream cuz the day nv come. lol

oh wells. i have learn to face it . hahaha it nv works. lol so i shall just keep it to myself hahaha

concerts coming up ive got nth to wear still. lol its a waste of money to buy expensive stuff just for concert and we are going to apeear like only i shall say 10 mins infront of audience. lol waste of time money and efforts.

ok ive said enough toodles people i am off to do some more stuffs. lol back to my boring life

TML WE'RE GOING SENTOSA. LOL

WHAT A LOVELY DATE. HOPE IT WILL BE FUN RIGHT?!

haha . most prob tanning, but u people will definitely find my under a coconut tree. which will be my temporory shade. otherwise a big big umbrella would do the trick, if i can even find one. hope there will be no one on the beach at all. hahaha the place to ourselves that way we can enjoy without looking here and theere for people, haha

time check 2.15 , fiona went offline without even telling me! horrible, i am so bored right now, played wahjong with nana actually shld be her mother hahaha, boring then she went off cuzz she said 5 secs is too stressful, lol . so i continued playiong big 2 instead lol

now she is back online lol. . she claims she cant call me . so she came online specially to tell me that i nv pick up the fone haha. funny!

okay boring nth to say anymore.

toodles

tried painting my house today wad probably, a disaster. lol it sucked. i thought it was simple, but as simple as it seems, it totally sucked, it so difficult, firstly moving furniture was a headache,then come pasting musking(is it how it is spelled) tape all around the cupboard and doors was another extrem energy taker. and also lastly laying of newspaper before i can start to paint. just by doing those it tooked me nearly half a day, furniture wasnt a headache but the pasting of tape was horrible, i also took the curtains down and threw them away gosh.

okay so as how those painters say at the diy shop, had to white wash the entire place first cuz my previous colour was blue and new colour is pink so to bring out it optimum best colour had to white wash.

so after layering newspaper and tape all over, i started to white wash the place. it was a total mess!! it was damn tiring. i had to like literally paint 3coats before the walls turn white as in still a little tinted blue on it. horrifyling, after like white washing the place another 6 hours i have yet to finish the room, and still have at least half a room to go..!! omg. i wanna give up, but oh wells holidays are boring. everyone seem packed with stuff to do , such as gng out and doing others but, i have nothing! omg. lol. so dont give up chokky continue painting your blooody room!

not forgetting the total mess of getting pant all over your body hands feet arms neck and even hair!!!, omg its a nightmare in fact lol

its late i cant sleep. time check 1.36 am . lol still rather early infact , but i am totally awake!. help me someone! lol

lazy to continue lol

toodles

still i haveno idea how this blogger thing work . lol i know i am outdated. pple are using whatever" higher tech" blog but i am still clueless about this thing. lol tagboard or comment box is still undone. and everything lol. it looks RED. IT SO HOT !! LOL

Okay peeps, i have start all over again and decided to create a new blog. cuzz the previous blog url is like chokkystory, after awhile found that actually it sounds so gross and ah-lianish. lol. so here i am people, i decided to start bloggin again cuzz i have nothing to do recently, at least blogging everyday takes up around 10 mins of my life.

Life recently have been rather meaningless and boring to me. but people not meaninginless in suicidal event thing. but instead, i shall say there is no colours in my life anymore, lol, i used to be colourful like wad fiona and annie said, i always bring colours to their life, cuzz i am always colourful, but recently ive been rather attracted to black, or shall i say have already became black. i remembered recently talking to fiona and told her that i wore almost all black when i went out the other day, and just a few days back again, when i was about to go to the dentist, i actually wore all black. black shirt, black pants, black bag, black slippers.

The funny part was, in the afternooon i went to find lynnie at academy of rock, she told me yulin said she didnt like pple in black and think they are losers, cuzz they look like ninjas, hahah lynnie and me were like laughing damn loudly la, then i realise i was all black haha. then i turn to lynnie then she after which realise it too, then we were saying all black is nice and all, at least we didnt have that black stocking like thing on our head,otherwise we would really look like ninjas, lol.

Good friday's today, haven been to church for a long time. when i say long time i really do mean it. the last time i went to church was like a few yrs back. ever since confirmation i have not step into church. i needto motivation to get my heart and soul to get my ass back to church, i have to be holy be holy be holy.

ive been attracted to a man recently, and also found out recently he has the same name as my dentist haha. lol hahah. getting a little overly excited. feel like a stalker hahaha. lets see. ive found his blog his friendster wad else, haha nothing else, but still...lol

i have to much to say hahaha gosh i am too talkative. i need to talk less. lol

BTW, i have removed my braces!!!. got my retainers, they are like worse then braces, they are extremly uncomfortable and all, such as, it affects my speech, it affects the movememnt of my toungue, it causes my mouth to salivate alot, and when i eat i have to remove it, and wash it and wash it and put it back on again. omg can stand it. the worse part, my mum calls my retainers dentures, irritating, on purpose somemore, she says it looks damn gross just like dentures. such a mean shit lol.

ok i think i shall stop i seriously have too much to say cuzz i am too bored. shall continue some other day lol

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