Life recently have been rather meaningless and boring to me. but people not meaninginless in suicidal event thing. but instead, i shall say there is no colours in my life anymore, lol, i used to be colourful like wad fiona and annie said, i always bring colours to their life, cuzz i am always colourful, but recently ive been rather attracted to black, or shall i say have already became black. i remembered recently talking to fiona and told her that i wore almost all black when i went out the other day, and just a few days back again, when i was about to go to the dentist, i actually wore all black. black shirt, black pants, black bag, black slippers.
The funny part was, in the afternooon i went to find lynnie at academy of rock, she told me yulin said she didnt like pple in black and think they are losers, cuzz they look like ninjas, hahah lynnie and me were like laughing damn loudly la, then i realise i was all black haha. then i turn to lynnie then she after which realise it too, then we were saying all black is nice and all, at least we didnt have that black stocking like thing on our head,otherwise we would really look like ninjas, lol.
Good friday's today, haven been to church for a long time. when i say long time i really do mean it. the last time i went to church was like a few yrs back. ever since confirmation i have not step into church. i needto motivation to get my heart and soul to get my ass back to church, i have to be holy be holy be holy.
ive been attracted to a man recently, and also found out recently he has the same name as my dentist haha. lol hahah. getting a little overly excited. feel like a stalker hahaha. lets see. ive found his blog his friendster wad else, haha nothing else, but still...lol
i have to much to say hahaha gosh i am too talkative. i need to talk less. lol
BTW, i have removed my braces!!!. got my retainers, they are like worse then braces, they are extremly uncomfortable and all, such as, it affects my speech, it affects the movememnt of my toungue, it causes my mouth to salivate alot, and when i eat i have to remove it, and wash it and wash it and put it back on again. omg can stand it. the worse part, my mum calls my retainers dentures, irritating, on purpose somemore, she says it looks damn gross just like dentures. such a mean shit lol.
ok i think i shall stop i seriously have too much to say cuzz i am too bored. shall continue some other day lol
loves,
toodles
i love you