after band went bugis with joey nana hf and gwen, but only i had change from an all black suit to half black cuz it wwas so hot and i was wearing blouse, also at the asme time it was affecting my mmooo.d so i changed into a happier colour, lol orangy pinkish, lol. made me feel a little better . so went bugis. had lunch at swensons. damn fulfilling but sinful lunch cuz we had a giant earthwauke and we could hardly finish it, cuz we had our own portions of food before that, lol
intended to get into street after which, but joey left first, so we send her off and went to the street, was damn crowded, fiona and hf bought boyfriend shirts, lo. i bought a pair of shoes. i wanted badly another pair but they didnt had my size anymore, i was damn devastated. so it killed my day, lol. after that, follwed fiona and hf to buy white blouse,
i am so irritated with the bands uniform it killing me la, i have none of the clothes that needed to be worn on concert day, and i cant find any working pants that suit me, it all looks like kanna sai on me, so in the end i didnt buy any, i am damn sad, if this goes on i doubt i will be attending the concert, cuz i dont wanna stress over such a small matter.
i need to lose 30 kg, i wanna be anorexic
i am gonna find a model so i can look up to her, that way it helps me slim down faster. gyming next week is defintely a must i must lose at least some weight before schoool starts.
i love you