Friday, April 25, 2008
i love you
Sunday, April 20, 2008
went k this afternoon with hf and leng. haha damn funny and high and whoooo fun!. lol . first time fat ddnt go k tgt, lol cuzz annie's down with a bad throat so we asked hf along in the end. but still we had a dmann great time. wow!
made fun of the song hu die xiu lol. the dance is damn funny. lol. leng gonna go learn and teach everyone haha. funnyyy.
attachment resumes tml again! boring. shant talk aout it now! its a total bore.
ok i'm done hf rabbits are cute and i want them!!
toodles!
i love you
Saturday, April 19, 2008
ive got a fucking pissed of story to share about a STAFF nurse in kkh!. i was with faey at 7 eleven during break time . while we were queing at the cashier waiting to pay. at the same time we were talking about this girl from attachment which is a student nurse. she made damn stupid comments all the time and nonsensicle things. then this fucking shit ass eavesdrop our conversation and made remarks, like this!
asshole(mumbling) something about confidentiality, but i didnt hear properly, so i asked to repeaat, then she said dont you know about confidentiality and all, with her dumbass wishful thinking that we were talking about the patient in the ward, then, obviously cause that not the case, i rebutted back!, i wasnt even talking about the patient. then she went on saying confidentiality and patients!. fuck you la! get your fucking facts right before you fucking open your fucking mouth and talk rudely when u are fucking in the wrong!. she spoke damn rudely somemore, !
to you the fucking ass hole! i am a student and also i am a nurse! i dont talk bad about my patients at all. morover i know that as a nurse i have to keep things to myself about patients and i fucking know about confidentiality otherwise i wont be having attachment as i have failed my damn modules!!! i have limitations to what i say okay! and i dont need fucking rude remarks from you! get your fucking facts right before maing a remark! .
then after which i said hey! its a student nurse which i am talking about okay!. and she mumbles something according to faey. saying that i am speaking bad about the relative. from the patient to the relative! fuck you la!. keep such crude remarks to yourself ! i demand an apology from you the next time i see you again!. fuck u ! i am not to be mess around with!. furthermore if u have said nicely, i wouldnt have anything with you! but no! u made many crude remarks !. i dont fucking care if you are fucking many years senior from me!. if you are crude, u are A FUCKING MAGGOT!! YOU DO NOT DESERVE ANY RESPECT FROM ANYONE!.
the worse part. she knew i was gonna continue to scold her back! she hurry paid the cashier money and walked off as fast as possible! fuck you la! u dare to say soemthing! dont you fucking dare run away not repenting!.
i'm done i am gonna complain!
i love you
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
till yesterday , being our third day of attachment. was the most satisfying day, lol cuzz we got to do many stuff. lol like sponge patient and play with the cute lil baby. lol. yesterday my cubicle was full in the morning, then come midday, it was almost empty, lol left only a patient which was the cte lil baby, and he was discharge yesterday after my day was over. 2 went for operation, 1 went for breakfast, and the other i have no idea where he went. lol! isint it absurd!
today having attachment at 1 doing afternoon shift today, hope it would be not so boring. lol i cant wait to see gracey!!!! lol.
going to timber in the night with lynnie and yulin. gonna see bhumi band play, if i spelled correctly. lol . band memebers most consist of lynnie colleages, which i have seen them quite a number of times already. so ya i cant wait for the pizzza served there. lol. ending attachment at 9. then gonna wash up and rush to city hall to meet yulin and lynnie after 930 i think:). lol have no idea where they playing today. cant remember which timber . cause there is 2 timber!
fiona told me about her wards story. damn gross forever abortion. shit la i am so scared, i'm gonna go her ward during my last week of attachment. .... stress.
okay i'm done
toodles:)
i love you
Monday, April 14, 2008
now i shall continue why it is so terrible, first thing in the morning, we were not given any orientation around the hospital, but also the ward, we were like totally lost, the only thing done in the morning was assigning us to our respective cubicles. damn i am like alone in that cubicle, butoh wells, taufiq's cubicle is just next to mine. so ill just pop over and chit chat. lol. then come the worst part. wen i step into my cubicle, the first thing i kenna is can i have a urinal!?!?!?!?! omg la!! i dont even noewhere is the sulce room, lol they in fact do not have one. theirs is called the treatment room!!!! i was like frantically searching for a room named sulce but its nowwhere to be found cuzz of the name, lol. so i took like damn long to search for it. luckily the patient as well as the father was damn nice. they were really understanding.
then the next thing. take pajamas and bed sheet. haha me and taufiq went to find cpboards. but, hahaha we could not find any. cuz they put their stuffs in a metal case that looks like the agv. hahah we didnt dare open it cause we thought it food. hahaha , in the end the nurse was like that metal case, then........ lol.
then come the worst part of the day, the nurses was all so busy, so they assigned me to do an admission for a new client and can only speeek chinese. omg i died. first thing first no orientation of the ward was given to me. secondly i had to orientate the patient about the ward and all. what on earth is this man!!!. lol . then admission for peads is confusing. totally diff from adult. alot of forms. i was totally confused. so i only helped to fill the things i knew. and paste sticky labels. lol left out alot of blank. but. who cares, its not my fault. lol
at last attachment ended with taufiq carrying my cubicle's cute lil boy. his damn cute only 1 plus yrs old. lol. wanted to wait for fiona. but she ended late. and she asked me to go first, and i was damn shagged cuz i didnt sleep last night and i went straight to work. so in the end i took a shuttle home and slept till now. lol i cant sleep again. i guesss this routine gonna be a habit soon. damn i need to change it.
alright i have nothing more to add on. so i shall come back the next time, probably tml or the day after or somewhere this week. lol depending on my mood!!. alrights
toodles:)
i love you
Sunday, April 13, 2008
i dont intend to sleep tonight cuz i doubt i can wake up by 430 if i sleep now or maybe at midnight cuz i will be too lazy to sit up from the bed. lol.
watched high school musical 2 what's what on disney just now. lol zac is adorable. lol .
thats practically my day, woke up at 7 plus 8 . lol watched tv , ate dinner and now i am back at the com. currently started watching a new korean drama, it's fantastic, loli makes me dream that i wanna work in a cardiac icu in future. its cool. btw if u guys are interested the show is called new heart. go watch it.
uhooooo.. that pratically sums up my day. off to continue my drama!
toodles
i love you
Saturday, April 12, 2008
bought my shoes for work already , after so long, lol. hope it doesnt bite me when i wear it . lol. i shall go bite it first before it bites me.! lol
1 month of burden to travel the very long distance 1 month of being lonely, so totally not looking forward to it. haiyoo
was reading all ahem's past entries the other day, wow i am so impressed, he write such meaningful and nice poems lol, okay, i'm seriosly impressed by his work:) but...
seriously i have nth more to say, so i shall end here:)
toodles
i love you
Thursday, April 10, 2008
whohoooooo, hf rabbits are parents le. whoooo~~ hf is a grandmother lol. hahaha they are so ugly now lol just saw their pictures all pinkish and black and they look like naked mole rats. lol kim possible, ron stopable and the naked mole rat. lol omg so lame..
hahaha had bbq earlier on, with usuals again at my hse. lol it was rather a boring bbq today, till the end, when we strated playing twister lol , damn funny everyone was like curled up like balls, lol all twsited and in really weird positions. lol. had a great laugh. lol , while we were playing seriously like started to perspire. lol dman hilarious. whoo~~~~ cant wait to play again!
attachment are starting soon i, not looking forward, lol. didnt take any pictures today cuz we were all like shiny and oily and sweaty from all the playing and bbq-ing lol. so it shall be a pictureless post. ive got nth to say!
i wanna get married soon! lol i shall go find a bf first hahahahaha!
okok til then, i shall rant again! cuzz i have nth more to say. lol
toodles:)
i love you
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
i miss the days when we are happy.omg haven been blggin for long, in actual sense i shall say, i have not feeel the urge to blog my life anymore, lol its so meaningless, trust me, there is nothing interesting for u pple to know! lol
nothing much happened, have only been shopping these few days. i hate my life its so meaningless, it only circles around shopping and more shopping, i need something meaningful and some colour lol.
controlled myself from spending any money on shopping today, but in the end, i still spend 50 dollars!!!, seriously i have no idea where did all the donald duck dollars go to, it seem to have disappeared cause i bought nothing at all, but when i was on the way home with fiona, i started to count how the money disappeared, end up hahaha, it was all spent on nonsensicle items, such as food, 20 bucks, which i hardly ate anything, lol and the rest mainly on cabbing, lol its such an expensive ambition to take taxis, it costly and dangerous lol, like wad i experience just now, but oh wells i am damn lazy to type it out, lol. hint hint jam breaking for like almost every 5 mins lol.
okay okay ive thought hard and i found something i did other then shopping, which is PRAWNING , lol together with lynnie dinah and zainal, lol its fun , it has been our weekly routine, lol. we caught many prawns yesterday lol.
on a horrifying other side of my life, attachments are starting again! FUCK ! school have not reopened yet and i am scheduled for another attachment damn it la, the worse part is that we are attached to kk this time for a month, gosh, it bloody far, and its a month damn it a month is good enought to plan a revenge to kill a person. lol , no sense but ohwells, i need to vent my anger, 2 weeks of my life is going to be given to the peads in kk 1 week to the obs for another week and another week to gyne . fuck all of it, worse part nadiah not joining us , she is not posted to attachments, and she have to retain in a sense, but on a lighter note, she claims that she have no night classes, and her days start late and end early, and she only have to study for 3 modules, trust her to crack such a joke at this point of time.
haven been home early for the past holiday , returning in the middle of the night have became a familiar routine. i hate it, i need to love home and start staying home always, but the worst part, i doubt i have the chance to, ive been scheduled to go out everyday for the next few days. damn i feel guilty, i haven been eating my ah ma's food, and she cooks everyday, i feel sorry. SHIT THIS BLOODY LIFE.
its 345am. i need my beauty sleep,
toodles
i love you
Friday, April 4, 2008
hf, me, fiona leng, and gwen.AT last concert's over, haha, let down a huge burden consisting of stress and anxiety. lol haha sounds funny, but oh wells,
i shall say it was a damn damn hactic day yest, the entire day was really rush, lets recall, first thing in the morning, had to wake up damn early to go eastpoint to get a spag white top for band u, see another waste money item, then, went to have lunch with fio, after which went home, which was actually the only relaxed time of the day, lol.
let me begin with, cab down to vch with fio and hf cuz we realised that the weather was playing a trick on us, had likebig bags small bags to carry there, inside includes annie's birthday presents and surprises clothes band u extra clothes and make up and also miscellaneous . lol when we reach vch , it was a mess, cuzz every other person reach there at the same time, as if the entire sac just reach vch backstage lol. it was cramp and messy, lol wanted to put our things down badly, cuz it was heavy and all. but we just couldnt squeeze in with the rest, so we concede defeat and went to sit on the chair till everyone cleared, lol. haha then we spotted a room, lol it was empty and big and spaceous lol but we saw the sign on the door, conductor and teacher, lol we wanted to remove the sign secretly so we could put our things inside, but we got caught, haha inside joke, lol
so got another space for alumni solely, but in the end we had senior band placing their instrument cases in there, gosh wad a horrifying plight. oh wells, we didnt really bother, then we had to find our juniors for the instrument to practice, another headache, supposedly we had to practice at 330 but in the end i think we started only at 4 or 4 plus, worse still we were like thrown like a rubbish to outside of the hall, at the staircase to practice, it was squashy and stuffy and hot there, it was terrible. another worse thing supposely having rehersals at 4 but mr dee had to eat our time and only let us in at 420, then worse still, our time was 4 to 445 but he ask us out of the place by 440, wtfffff it was so unfair, so we all left reluctantly. ahhh heck, in the end rushed to returned juniors their instrument cuzz it was their turn to rehearse, so we idled arnd vch for quite a long time, before the actual starts,
the best thing of the day we were like talking about someone in the toilet like loudly, who knows this person was in the cubicle, lol, when she came out after we finished talking , our jaws all just drop, hahah inside joke, worse part so could act like nth happened at all, but oh wellls, she deserves it, its all fated, lol
okay backstage was dman squeezzy, after a long wait it was finally our turn, seriously i think we played quite well, except it abba gold was a little blasting, but overall it was very good, lol. learn to appreciate west side only yesterday lol. isint it a little to late. lol but who cares, . my junior is so sweet she bought each and every alumni a bunch of flowers lol it damn pretty, lol love them so much .
after concert we left immediately , as in me and fio, cuzz we needed to rush to town and buy a cake, lol and get ready for annie's surprise, who knows what ahappened yesterday. suddenly all taxis went missing, there were not cabs, we walked the wrong way towards city hall, and we couldnt even call a taxi be it flag one, so byt the time we walk and falg we reac hed city hall mrt, so we decided to take a mrt instead, reached at 930, rushed to get a cake, and realiseD DAMN, ITS PAST 930 AND ALL SHOPS ARE CLOSE, fiona was half dead, so i walked as fast as i could to crystal jade, and luckily it was the only shop in taka left opened, thank god.
so after getting cake, we tot we had like damn alot of time still so we dilli dally changed and walked slowly to cash studio, haha. haha then halfway we realise shit we are late again lol, so walked damn fast to cash again cuz we still had to decor the place and blow 10 ballons lol, in the end annie was late so we had time to finish everything. lol. managed to surprise her. we didnt expect it, lol. but she was surprised. lol. sang happy borthday and gave hugs and kissed, lol sorry minus the kissed, then we started our usuals, k-ing. lol its our pastime, our lao di fang(old hang-out). lol so cabbed home, annie stayed at fiona place while i went home. snores and sleep lol,
gah ive talked too much, wait up guys and tune in to more interesting story of mine, lol
loves' chokky
toodles
i shall say it was a damn damn hactic day yest, the entire day was really rush, lets recall, first thing in the morning, had to wake up damn early to go eastpoint to get a spag white top for band u, see another waste money item, then, went to have lunch with fio, after which went home, which was actually the only relaxed time of the day, lol.
let me begin with, cab down to vch with fio and hf cuz we realised that the weather was playing a trick on us, had likebig bags small bags to carry there, inside includes annie's birthday presents and surprises clothes band u extra clothes and make up and also miscellaneous . lol when we reach vch , it was a mess, cuzz every other person reach there at the same time, as if the entire sac just reach vch backstage lol. it was cramp and messy, lol wanted to put our things down badly, cuz it was heavy and all. but we just couldnt squeeze in with the rest, so we concede defeat and went to sit on the chair till everyone cleared, lol. haha then we spotted a room, lol it was empty and big and spaceous lol but we saw the sign on the door, conductor and teacher, lol we wanted to remove the sign secretly so we could put our things inside, but we got caught, haha inside joke, lol
so got another space for alumni solely, but in the end we had senior band placing their instrument cases in there, gosh wad a horrifying plight. oh wells, we didnt really bother, then we had to find our juniors for the instrument to practice, another headache, supposedly we had to practice at 330 but in the end i think we started only at 4 or 4 plus, worse still we were like thrown like a rubbish to outside of the hall, at the staircase to practice, it was squashy and stuffy and hot there, it was terrible. another worse thing supposely having rehersals at 4 but mr dee had to eat our time and only let us in at 420, then worse still, our time was 4 to 445 but he ask us out of the place by 440, wtfffff it was so unfair, so we all left reluctantly. ahhh heck, in the end rushed to returned juniors their instrument cuzz it was their turn to rehearse, so we idled arnd vch for quite a long time, before the actual starts,
the best thing of the day we were like talking about someone in the toilet like loudly, who knows this person was in the cubicle, lol, when she came out after we finished talking , our jaws all just drop, hahah inside joke, worse part so could act like nth happened at all, but oh wellls, she deserves it, its all fated, lol
okay backstage was dman squeezzy, after a long wait it was finally our turn, seriously i think we played quite well, except it abba gold was a little blasting, but overall it was very good, lol. learn to appreciate west side only yesterday lol. isint it a little to late. lol but who cares, . my junior is so sweet she bought each and every alumni a bunch of flowers lol it damn pretty, lol love them so much .
after concert we left immediately , as in me and fio, cuzz we needed to rush to town and buy a cake, lol and get ready for annie's surprise, who knows what ahappened yesterday. suddenly all taxis went missing, there were not cabs, we walked the wrong way towards city hall, and we couldnt even call a taxi be it flag one, so byt the time we walk and falg we reac hed city hall mrt, so we decided to take a mrt instead, reached at 930, rushed to get a cake, and realiseD DAMN, ITS PAST 930 AND ALL SHOPS ARE CLOSE, fiona was half dead, so i walked as fast as i could to crystal jade, and luckily it was the only shop in taka left opened, thank god.
so after getting cake, we tot we had like damn alot of time still so we dilli dally changed and walked slowly to cash studio, haha. haha then halfway we realise shit we are late again lol, so walked damn fast to cash again cuz we still had to decor the place and blow 10 ballons lol, in the end annie was late so we had time to finish everything. lol. managed to surprise her. we didnt expect it, lol. but she was surprised. lol. sang happy borthday and gave hugs and kissed, lol sorry minus the kissed, then we started our usuals, k-ing. lol its our pastime, our lao di fang(old hang-out). lol so cabbed home, annie stayed at fiona place while i went home. snores and sleep lol,
gah ive talked too much, wait up guys and tune in to more interesting story of mine, lol
loves' chokky
toodles
i love you
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
lol so joined alumni so there i am playing in vch tml in sac band concert. lol we will be plying two pieces, west side stor and abba gold. boring, lol
damn i cut my thumb yesterday. really deep, trust me, its damn deep, it bled profusely for 30 mins, before the bleeding stopped awhile, today i bathe again, it started to bleed. gosh imagine how bad it is. damnn bad, ubber painful, i totally cant msg with my thumb its totally affected, i am so stress, wad if tml i cant press my trigger, omg omg the world will drop, lol ill be so embarassed if i play the wrong note, haix..
school hols are gonna be over soon, but i haven finish painting my room, lol i plan to stay home the whole of next week to paint dutifully, lol sounds wrong though, lol. but heck.
life sucks my finger hurts terribally, omg i cant wait for the surprise tml for annie. lol
whohoooooo. yippie, i played mj yesterday, but only for awhile, at least weve teached hf how to play, wow, omg that means we found a new kaki to play thus we can play and play and play in future, lol my tai tai dream is gonna be fufilled soon. lol the first step into a tai tais life ol. mj everyday lol
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNIE. !!I CANT WAIT TO SEE U TML
i love you