suddenly i started to crave to watch new york minute, but i cant find on any website that i have that serves that movie. i'm sad.
btw, it end of the week. gosh imma so excited for the weekends. whoo~ tml would my cousin would be a month old. cute. most likely gonna visit her. at the same time. gonna for a family chalet tml with my dad's side. dont know if it would be fun or not. my uncle even planned a schedule for tml. but i cant remember. wow so thoughtful
dad was released from work early, he claim's that this week is family week that why he was let off early. suprisingly i was early for my 10 o'clock classes this week. thanks to dad.
imma counting to monday i seriously cant wait. i bet lynnie cant wait to!! we're on a fishing trip after school. cant wait to get my ass out of class on monday. whoo~
gonna go k on sunday with usuals. another day to await cause we haven been singing for a long time. thus we planned this mini outing for a memory refresh on the fun times we have all the time! haha
oscar's fine he is getting a lil better each day. he learned to pee and poo on the newspaper without stepping on it. haha before that he didnt realise pee pee and pooo pooo stinks haha. i guess he have realised it, but aint it a lil too late?! but hack, at least his a lil smarter now.
another thing, i cant wait for m room to be ready. left half a door to paint still. after which i can get my new furnitures . then i can move in to my lil new room. oscar gonna sleep with me too. rather excited. hopes his clean at that time though . i dont wanna wake up the next morning covers with saliva and pee and poo. i would faint. lol. seriously it stinks.
i need a weekend getaway.so im gonna pack for tml lol
toodles
caught made of honour today. it is a damn great movie. cuz lynnie didnt fall asleeep. lol enjoyed the movie. haha except collin is fugly lol. he disgust me and lynnie.
cheated by the school today. cuz i thought it would be a long day in the end, i went to sch in the wee hours in the morning at 9 ended at 11 , worse of all i had break till 4. omg! nearly died boring to the limit.
thus clever us went for lunch at causeway. saw a few actors at kfc happily chatting lol. faey got damn excited over pornsak and zhou chu ming haha. also it was damn crowded at kfc which we intended to eat at first. we we made our way down to burger king in the end. had mushroom swiss meal. yum yum.
met lynnie after which where we caught the movie.
i have been thinking of fishing the whole of today. i cant wait for next monday. i am so counting down and looking forward to next monday another 5 days . omg omg . how i wish i could turn the clock and adjust time.
singapore's weather is killing. i cant survive without aircon. i will die thus i hope the ozone layer closes soon. like send someone up there to sew it back. at least polar bears wouldnt be swimming and sleeping in waters all day long. haha
oscar's getting from bad to worst. he is so naughty now. uncontrolable. he bites everything he sees even fingers hand feet and clothes. everything!. guesss his teething now thats y hope he wouldnt do that after his teeth are all fully grown. secondly he hates me to carry him nowadays i am damn sad. hope he likes it soon too. hahah if he doesnt want me to carry him. i shall throw him away. horrible shit.
anyway woke up today by lynnie's call. thus planned to go prawning. lol we had potatoe luck. as what zainal says. in malay it means like no luck. we practically catched no balls and prawns hahaha. not even a simgle one for 2 hours. thus we decided to leave and keep the hours for future use when it less crowded and when the stingy owner isnt arnd. cuz he didnt top up any prawns and no one was catching any prawns. equal the pond doesnt hav any prawns lol. so we left . and we headed to pasir ris pond. we bought 1 half hr each at the hehe pond lol. zainal says its called hehe pond cuz they were drunk when they were thinking of the name thus gng hehehehe . then they anmed it hehe pond. inside there were seabass . its a type of fish. using a rod we had to catch the fish lol. damn cool but i am so suay . according to lynnie cuz i ate fish this morning thats why the fishes arent nibbling on my delicious bait. lol
anyway zainal caught a fish at last after looosing 7 fishes right in front of him. cuz everytime he rails the fishes to the side of the pond ready to bring it up. the line would snap. till the very last minute when the uncle was gng to chase us then he caught his very first fish. sadly lynnie and me didnt catch any. but lynnie brought home zainals fish cuz he has too mnay at home. i didnt wanna bring it home cuz it was still alive and i dont wanna carry it arnd whitesands. lol
also there is this pond at pasir ris pond where we were looking at just now. they catch fishes like longkang fish. haah damn fast and easy. so we plan to go there next monday. after lynnie's and my sch we will go fishing. whohooooo i am so excited. i wanna bring home my fish and show everyone!. whohooooo i am going to catch 10 fishes!!!!!!watch me in action next monday.
last week hasnt been a very good week. grandad was hospitalized. then on the very same day my dad eys gave problem. luckily in all they have recovered. my grandad fully recovered and his is like back to his active self. but dad eye's is still a little on the shaky side. thus i pray that he would recover soon too.
anyway family decided to go to taiwan during the june hols. but depending on dad's eyes prolly we will wait for doctor permission. cuz of the high pressure on the flight. so will see how. hope dad eyes are seriously fine and does not give him any problems anymore.
tml sch's starting again! i am s not looking forward. schs damn boring haha. but i cant wait to see faey and nadiah tml!! whooo~~~ and also not forgeting ronald haha.
okok i have nth more to say other then i saw a damn fucking pretty cute handsome lovable extremly nice cat today at erricsion pet farm. its damn nice its breed is chinchilia or something like that. fucking nice. unlike a persian cat where its fucking ugly where its face is flat and dirty looking. thats all i have to say.
tooddllleessss!:)
had night classes today. lol funny. most in my class thought there is elective today. but in the end.... there isint so. i had like 5 hours break in btwn furthermore everyone had plans of their own i was like hur hur. lol sad la. hasnah and grace askedme to join them for a movie though but in the end i went to eat sakae with nana leng annie and nana sis. whooo so hungry at first in the end damn full. but crazy nana wasnt full at all. worse of all she dunno how to eat more. omg la funny
anyway my lil puppy has a name already! lol it the confirmed one!. fluffy oscar hahaha can call either one it will respond to you! lol. it has grown alot every since last sunday. like at leasthalf a head bigger. it also becomed damn naughty. ultra naughty. lol. but sadly its sleeping on my desk now beside my lappy. lol its cute still thhough. i cant wait for fiona to buy a female then ours can mate. lol we came up with a plan already! hahaha. intending to carry out during nana birthday hahaha.
nana teach me how to play sims today. it was boring hahaha. only see them make love and have sex all day long and eat and kiss and make babies. lol morale of the game.. give birth to multiples. hahaha
gonna paint my room tml to complete it cuz it has been left stale for the longest period of time like 2 months hahaha. so gonna finish it tml so i can move in tgt with oscar.seriously i am damn sad i cant sleep with max still. lol
till then!
toooddddlllllleeeesssss
ho ho i am suppose to be in sch but i skipped lecture. its the first day of schol but i have already started o skip lecture. gosh.
whoo i bought a new puppy yesterdy. lol he is a shih tzu. damn cute. his like sleeoing in my arms now. so i am kinda typing with one hand. lol. its a he. so i decided to name him oscar. or probably till i find a nicer name for him. cuz i cant think of any names. i first wanted to name him brandy but after calling it for awhile it sounded like buddy. i scared next time they will mix up their name. lol.
but still i love max the most still. i am only afraid that max would be jealous next time or maybe in the soon coming, cuz the lil puppy will sleep with me from now on. but i pray to god that max would still know that i lvoe him the most. gosh. i need to organise my time very well now cuz now i have to share my love equally amoung 3 dogs. i am so afraid that one might be jealousof one another thus pls lord. help me pass the msg to them and tell them max and buddy comes first before this new puppy. that i always love them more then oscar.
seriosly this new lil puppy is damn adorale i bet when he grow older he would be the cutest shih tzu. lol i amm planning to buy a dog carrier for him when i can bring him shopping. also a pram to push hima around like a baby and clothes. lol. my main motive to buy a small dog this time cuzz i wanna pamper im with accesories that i cant buy for max and buddy whenever i see this pretty stuff in a shop. i am so tempted to buy them. but only sadly to know that i cant cuz my dogs couldnt fit them. thus this lil puppy came along, other then showing him some love i am gonna pamper him with many stuff that max and buddy couldnt wear or use. but i still emphasize i love them more!. lol
gonna go shopping for the stuff soon. when fiona can make it cuzz she wanna come along,.
i wanna a girl puppy so i can buy girly prety stuff for her. but its sad ive got a he instead. so i dont really care. i am still gonna make him wear girl stuff hahaha. make him an aqua. what to do otherwise he cant wear prett stuff. maybe ill consider buying a few manly stuff for him haha. but only a few not many.lol.
i will take picture of him soon and post on my blog for everyone to see but for now maybe not cuzz he is sleeping . lol he has been screaming the entire night. so i think let him rest for a lil while first. lol then ill disturb him again.
so when i am ready i shall post agagin with pictures this time. so till then.
toodles!
whooo~~~ i sat on an ambulance yesterday!!! ho ho. lol. to send a patient back to her home. lol cute. but getting a ride on an ambulance isnt great at all. it gives me a headache. seriously the ride was so jerky and bumpy and jammy. hahaha i cant think of words to describe it. lol i only noe after i got off the ambulance. me and another staff nurse was so dizzy and headachy. lol.
but overall it was an great experience i dont noe when the next time i can sit on an ambulance again. lol anyway. attachments are over. hoooorrrrraaayyyy for me!! i am so happy. seriously it has been a torture over the past 4 weeks. i cant wait to get my ass back to school and see nadiah nearly everyday again!. omg seriously when i got to see her the other day. i can say i nearly went bersark. i was like screaming haha.
no kk for me ever again!. i didnt like it there. i has been a bad experience for me. to tell the truth. i think no one enjoyed it there. except for the obs ward. otehr then that it was a total toture
i am so hungry i havent eaten since last afternoon cuz i fell asleep after reaching home from work. and slept till this morning. i am famished i need food. so i an gonna find some food now!!
tooodles!
day 1 of gynae posting is a total screw up. its such a pain in my arse. totally demoralised after this china staff nurse called us stupid and weird .come on! the stupid and weird one is none other then urself. bitch
firstly i still cant get over the fact that china people are senseless dumb and stupid and also weird. i'm sorry to those china people who happen to read this. but most of my encounter is..other then a few exceptions.lol ive got nth to comment abt them seriously. they are senseless cuz they speak loudly. who care if this is what u do back in china! but hello!! wake up. you are in singapore now!. they are dumb cuz half the time u speak to them. they dont understand a single word your saying they would go like huh? with that blur cock face. i would get so irritated. omg and their stupid cuz i dont noe why. but who ask that fuck to call me stupid first. so i deem them as stupid too. seriously one chinarian is enough to make me hate all of them. and weird being. they are weird seriosly who dont agree with me. lol
but i still cant get over the fact that china babies are damn cute. and i seriously wanna kidnap them and teach them good manners by not talking too loudly dont spit on floors and shave their armpits when they grow up! and not wear sleeveless in the mrt and holding the handrail abbove their head. flashing a forest to everyone!.
maybe its a custom for them not to shave their armpits hahah. i dont noe. and i wouldnt want to noe. perhapes one day when i am eager to know the answer i would go up to one of them and ask why dont they shave their bush!
okok enough i am getting over heated just by talking aabout chinarians. omg!!! i cant wait for the 5 days to be over. god!! help me!!
lastly, i am so happy that i have faey this posting . ive been like waiting for 3 weeks just to finish those posting so i can see faey like 7 hours a day lol. she is also being frightened witht the word stupid after the encounter. she has permanantly develope a phobia towards the word. lol
enough crapping i'm done complaining
toodles!
i am so addicted to 2 song. first being torn and the second tatoo. gosh ive been hearing them for the past 2 hours. its so addictive.
went k with fiona and annie today. had alot of fun. whoo~~we were like high-ing to some songs. lol. as we say zi high. lol. after k we followed annie to find her sports shoe. wow. annie is like damn active in sch. she joined so many activities. lol i am so surprised.
btw tried many but failed attempts of taking pictures today. they are all so fugly. too fugly to be shown but i guess fiona and annie will post them.
ive lost the inspiration to blog. it takes time to blog. and when i say take time i seriously mean it. like i have to think hard for at least 1 full min before i can post a line. isint it terrible. the capacity in which my brain can hold info is getting miniature. its being minimise in every way. only the fat are continuing to grow. gosh....!!!!
torn:
nothing's fine
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
I'm already torn
toodles.
obs posting is over, but sadly i missed it, he babies are darn cute !!!!! i love them so much till i wannna steal them hahaha, so darn cute. i hav pictures of my two favourtite hahaha but i shant post them cuz they are mine!!. lol
gng out with f.a.t again tml!! whohooo. at last we meet again!. lol haven seen each other as a whole for a long time, !!. cant wait!! i am so excited.
btw the bags i ordered from the spreee came at last. seriously this time is a damn long wait for the bags. terrible. and the worst part 2 bags are out of stock so.... its terrible. lol a long wait for an unexpected letdown.
i cant wit to get my arse back into sch, but i just recieved a bad news. but i hope i wont get to see that person in school. otherwise. it will be damn weird, i dunno what to do when i meet her. omg!!!! maybe ishould invest in a paper bag to cover my head over with. but maybe not cuz i would be the laughing stock if i do so.
alrights ive got nth more to say
tooodlessss