a thousand words to describe my thoughts
still, i'm pondering whether should i or should i not.
argh i'm pissed
what should i do! goddamnit!
its been a long time every since i blogged. lifes been rather stale the couple of weeks. so there aint much to talk about.
another 2 weeks it will be the end of the semester, but it aint that simple, after which he would not be in sch anymore, cuz he is gonna have his prcp and all. so there is 2 weeks left for me to buck up and gain enough courage to tell him. but i doubt i will. i dont have the courage to do so and to tell him, argh. i'm, repeating, gosh i dont noe what am i saying, it feels terrible, on the outside i still have the mood to joke about this and all but, .... horrible.
argh, seriously i dont noe what to do! gosh !!!someone help me!!.