whoo exams are round the corner. gosh so stress started studying today. wow i am so goddamn proud of myself. opps i should stop swearing. lol
argh how i yearn to have you. all my high hopes have fuckishly drain down the longkang haha. its all over. wont be seeing him anymore. fullstop i have to put it to an end if i dont wanna start it. coward fuck i am, but who care its over. ill try to put it all behind me.
whoo on a happy note. i am 18 i am almost free of doing anything at last. except the fact i cant watch r21 movies, but who cares everyone watching porn at home, haha kidding:) i can practically ruin my life with the many other things an 18 can do hahaa.
had a wonderful lil party yes, haha maybe i shldnt even consider it a party more of a surprise they really got me this time, totally unexpected. haha did stupid things after the mini party haha. went mustafa to walk around haha and also had dinner at some steamboat. all agreed we eaten more then we paid yesterday. haha that a whole load of food. but hack, i'm happy:)
on an even lighter note. gonna get a credit card soon. whoo so damn excited i can shop like a real shopaholic already, haha also I AM GONNA REGISTER FOR MY DRIVING TML!!!!!!!!!THE HIT OF THE MONTH!! HAHA
ok i am a lil overly excited on that part i bet i cant sleep tonight haha. nah.. i am lying i bet i will sleep like a babi.
thanks to all for the many birthday wishes, but my wish didnt really come true. hack its just a small miniature part of my other life so why let it affect me, haha.
ok enough of rubbishing. haha i have writeen many words that i have awfully created in the expense of my wonderful brain power. whoo i am powderfull haha. powerpuff girls. power ranger what next powerpouper?haha okok stop all my nonsense i shld realy get back to studying. i really need to haha okay bye for now. ill come back soon!
speaking as if anyone reading my entries i doubt haha but who cares ill speak to the computer then haha. ohwells
toodles
i love you